we were just strangers

Jun. 11th, 2009 at 7:23 PM

who knew each other too well.

i forgot how great big fish is. it's one of those special memories.

walking home, i passed an older man cleaning his fishing pole with his garden hose. for some reason, this gave me a calm sense of peace in the world. which for me are rare.

simplicity.

i like seeing people do such things and then picture how their life must be. i always hope it is everything they want it to be. regrets are one of the saddests things about life. i wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

oddly enough, things never seem to be as loathsome as thought.

"the feeling i get is terribly unfocused. yet very solid."


okay.okay.okay.okay.okay.okay.okay.okay.okay.
trust.

understanding.
after this worry/effort i might be left with nothing as i become nothing.
my tuesdays turn into sundays all too quickly.

unable to grasp.
unable to hold on.

"it almost killed me"
"well that's how life is"