your yellow clouds inspire my rain.

the next few entries are dribbles from my dome piece. i have been trembling with thought....

he sailed to sea

when she died

out to wash

away

the memory

of his world

his grounding

so out to sea

he escaped

his grounding

no words can escape this

longing of confusion

needing just one thing

so simple

yet so disillusioned

the closeness of the void

everlasting, ever leaving

you say it's snack time

while it is nap time

for my worries

need to be put to rest

oddness in leaving

one life to return to another

paused for another pause.

the flutter of your wings

startles most

as i lean against

this surface of being

i feel the breeze of

existence

and can't help

but wonder where

your flight will take you

mates of the soul.

cliche metaphor of a
butterfly
found in the
lightness
of a soul
never needing
space
in an imaginary
time and place
last year
light viewed
essence melted
rawness of
a young girl
thoughts and
wanders
exchanged
in this timeless
jar of memories

where i am going

i will just let you

make your way over

in your own time

shall we try that?

sings dora

with cotton breath

birds of the morning

reach the beauty of your sleep

while your sheets turn

pink swirls of anticipation

one day is today

you can't save me

homesick for a home that ceases to exist

a home you see getting closer

waiting mutually

as a humbling dance

it's nap time

floating away from what?

carrying all of this with you

i've got chemicals in my brain

i want to touch and feel

capturing this moment

run through a field

that field

with my butterfly net

glow worms

heaps of sea glass

linger, moments

underwears

this will forever stay

not.ever.

i don't want to wake you

familiar face

comfort immerses

appear at my window

gentle as your ways

are you sure you want to know what you don't know?

i want to feel it all

live in practically nothing

walk on my bare feet

read and write next to you

playing and laughing

understanding each other

in our underwear

play with the sun

while watching you

mesmerized by your move

learn from you

with you

see it all

with you

while the shadow grows

and the past dwindles

nothing is alive

except right now

something oddly enchanting

your curiosity escaping

looking for your place

trust is it with you

that missing element

i have holding people

back in invisible cages

close enough to see

too far to understand

i know you will have

trust for me waiting

lying in an open book